SHA'AWA

SHA'AWA 

 Nayi nisa cikin tunanin da nake ban ankara ba kawai sai naji ina taka ruwa bisa kafet din falo, na duba inga waya zubar man da ruwa a falo. Abun da na gani ya kara sani cikin damuwa, daga kallon jarumin har sha'awar da nake ji takai ni ga fidda ruwa daga gindi na ban ankare ba ya gangaro kasa. Wayyo ni Sumayya yazanyi da raina, gaskiya ina bukatar namiji. 

 Mijina baban Khalifa yana wadatar dani da komai na rayuwa, daga sutura, ci da sha, yan aiki har zuwa muhalli, babu inda baya kokari. Idan akazo maganar kwanciya kuma, gwarzon namiji ne dan bazan manta daren mu na farko ba;  Ya matso kusa dani yace "amarya kinsha kamshi" na kara sunkuyar da kaina cikin kunya, yau gani a dakin masoyina. Ya jawo ni jikinshi yana shafa man gadon bayana tare da sumbatar fuskana. Cikin hikima yasa hannu ya cire man mayafina, a hankali yasa hannu ya jawo fuskata muka hada ido nayi murmushi, ya dora harshen shi bisa lebena, ya tura harshen shi ciki bakina a hankali yana tsotsan harshena.

 Naji jikina yana kyarma, nonuwa na suka fara kaikayi, yana cikin tsotsan baki na sai naji ya bude zip din rigata, dama bansa rigar nono ba saboda rigar ta matseni gam. Yasa hannuwan shi bisa nonuwa na masu kaikayi gashi kan su ya miqe kamar botirin riga, naji yace "ash! Sumy nonuwan ki taushi sosai, oh" na qara narkewa a jikin shi, ban ankara ba naji ya kwantar dani kan gado, yasa bakinshi bisa nonuwana yana tsotsa kamar yana shan alewa. Cikin jindadi nake ta fadin ah! Wash! Sai naji gindina yana wani irin zugi tare da fitar da ruwa kamar an bude pampo. Na dinga matse kafafuna, gashi ina bukatar yaci ni amma na kasa fada masa saboda kunya, shi kuma ya dauke wuta yana ta tsotsar nonuwa na yana kara rikitani. 

Dana ji na kasa jurewa, a hankali cikin dabara sai nasa hannu cikin wandon shi, sai da gabana ya fadi, naji hannuna bisa wani abu me tauri kamar katako ban iya ganewa, ga tsawo mara misaltuwa, naji kan burar shi na fitar da wani ruwa me yauki wanda nayi amfani dashi wajen shafa burar ina luliyata.

 Naji maigida yana wani gurnani kamar zaki sai ya mike tsaye, cikin hanzari ya tube riga, wandon kuma dama na kwance shi kawai sai yayi kasa da kanshi. Masoyina ya hau kan gadon ya kwance man zani, kafin ya aje zanin gefe guda har na cire pant. 

A lokacin na samu damar kallon burar shi tapkekiya bazan iya misaltata ba. Yasa hannun shi bisa gindina wanda yasha aski fes kamar kumatun jariri, sai yauki yake ya fitar da ruwa.

 A lokacin na tuna kawata Saratu da take ban labarin darenta na farko yanda sahibinta ya mata cin rashin mutunci, na tuna yanda naje gidanta washegarin angoncin su, yanda naga tana tafiya a gwale tana dingishi.

 Gabana ya fadi, ina tsoron abunda zai taba man lafiya ta gashi a rikice nake inada bukatar inji wannan dadin da aka dade ana bani labarinshi.  Masoyina ya kwanta bisa ni tare da sumbatar kumatu na, na rintse ido ina jiran inji an caka man bura, sai naji yana bude man gindi a hankali cikin bajinta har saida burar shi ta nitse lutsum cikin lambu na, sai yayi sama tare da zarewa, bata fita ba duka naji ya qara maidawa tare da wani irin sautin 'chakal' daya fito daga gindi na, haka ya dinga gwatso, yana shiga yana fita 'chakal chakal chakal' a lokacin ban san duniyar da nake ba. 

Wani irin dadi ke ratsa illahirin jikina, can naji marata ta daure naji wani irin zugi ban san lokacin dana riqe shi gam ba ina ihu, wani rin ruwa na fita daga gindina ina kyarma, ban gama kyarma ba naji yana wani irin gurnani sai naji wani dumi cikin gindina ashe ya kawo kenan, ashe dama haka ake ji in aka kawo wani irin dadi kamar zan bar duniya.

 Har yau ban manta daren mu na farko da sauran ranakun amarcinmu wanda ba a qara maimaita irin su ba. Baban Khalifa dan kasuwa ne, baya zama gida sai dare yayi yake dawowa, daya dawo sai yace ya gaji, yana cin abinci sai bacci. Yau sati biyu kenan ko rungumata baiyi ba balle maganar sumbata ko yace zai ci ni. Idan na matsa mashi sai ya jawoni jikin shi ya kwance zanina ya tura burar shi cikin gindina, babu wasa, babu shafa nono, babu kalamai masu dadi, yana fara ci bai yin minti biyar ya kawo, yayinda a lokacin nake fara jin dadin cin sai ya koma ya kwanta, sai bacci. 

Wani lokaci in na matsu sai dai insa yatsa na cikin gindina inci kaina har in kawo. A dalilin haka har naje wajen wata kawata ta bani burar roba wadda nake boyewa kullum ina cin kaina da ita. Amma bana gamsuwa, namiji nake bukata, ina son burar gaske, ina bukatar wanda zaiyi wasa dani sosai sannan yaci gindina har sai na bashi haquri ya dain